Sunday, November 15, 2009

TOP TEN BANDS OF ALL TIME:

Beatles
Incubus
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Backstreet Boys
Pepper
Dave Matthew's Band
Lost Prophets
Matchbox Twenty
Train
Goo Goo Dolls

Honorable Mention:
Sugar Ray
311
Lifehouse
Coldplay
Weezer
Third Eye Blind
Anberlin

Sunday, July 19, 2009

SO HOT

Wrote this out and was suddenly thinking it be sweet if I wrote something exciting but nope its frickin as hot in Cali as it was in Tucson and I'm frickin dying here. Anyways, lifes rough, gotta suck it up, and gotta keep on hanging in there, especially nowadays, can't the little things get you down.

You're so money and you don't even know it...

Monday, July 6, 2009

TIme

I wrote this once and it didn't save so Im going to paraphrase my self. Life's going by too fast theres not enough time. Between o-chem and my 21st bday I feel as though I'm losing time in the present and losing a part of my childhood and innocence as well. Life is a series of 24 second shot clocks and I dont feel like theres enough time to put up my best shot before the time runs out. Live and love, and be open to everything, everyone, maybe even someone, the buzzer may ring after its already too late.

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Music

What is it about listening to a song on a radio as opposed to on your ipod or computer that makes it that much better? For instance, when I listened to Mr. Jones on my ipod the other day I then got home and deleted it from the playlist because I didnt like it that much at the time.  However, when I was driving home I found myself singing along and smiling. I haven't yet been able to determine the reason why but I believe it has to do finding it a special treat to hear as opposed to having the option to hear it any time you want. I think I liked what I didnt have or maybe the randomness and chaos of not having a choice was attractive to me? Whatever it was it was a highly enjoyable song and I hope for my enjoyable randomness and chaos such as that. 

Friday, June 12, 2009

90s child

I was looking at some old pictures and realized how badly I want to be a little kid again. Growing up wasn't always nice and fun but it definitely was the greatest time of my life. Soccer practice, game-boys, nickelodeon, all of it was amazing. There was no responsibility and worrying about what was going to happen if you failed this class or didn't make a good impression on someone important. Its funny cause every time I think about being a little kid I have a dream of a memory from my childhood. I miss childhood but I think that its never good to live in the past too long, cause it can distract you from the future and where you want to go in life. I hope to do great things and make a difference and make my younger self proud of what I become. Still though, got to remember to let my inner child run wild sometimes..... I suddenly want to go play in the aisles of Toys' R 'Us

Thursday, June 4, 2009

HOPE

Since taking my psychology class on death and loss, I find myself coming back to the idea of hope a lot. We all hope to live forever and we all hope to live long and fulfilling lives. Hope is a powerful thing, one that I am finding myself having more and more. I hope my dreams come true, I hope my family is around forever, I hope my friends live their lives to its greatest potential, and I hope we all find what we're looking for. Hope is love, and we all need both, I hope to find  both

Thursday, May 21, 2009

livin in the past

people say that history repeats itself, and if thats the case, I want it to be the 90s again, school was easy, life was fun, and girls were less complicated. other than that I think that if history were to repeat itself and i would be able to do things differently, im not sure that I wouldnt want to change a few decisions i made in my life, but then again, might have missed out on some things that i enjoyed as a result of those decisions. its a paradox and i havent quite made up my mind but i think its ok to want to change things that have happened as long as it doesnt change who you are as a person and can positively affect more than just you; dont be selfish, help others

Monday, May 4, 2009

Say what you want to say

I feel that there has become to big a need for people to keep their feelings to themselves and not say what they really feel. Its more aggravating than girls who carry purses and backpacks at the same time (seriously? not enough room in one of them?). Get out of your own head, stay in their long enough you'll be cranky cramped and farther away from what you wanted than you were to begin with. Our lifes goal is to be happy and saying it out loud, screaming it form the top of your lungs, or writing it down (perhaps in blog format?) can only help you to work up the courage you need to confront yourself and whoever else you need to.

School

I am at a lost of why school cost so much money and gets us into a world where we are in debt and wont even be able to find a job
So i have to go study cause supposedly it will help me later in life to know the solubilty of NH4